Rollercoasters make me sick!

Okay so there are only 7 more months until the wedding so we are starting to actually plan things and go to meetings and all that crazy stuff! However as wonderful as it is to be drawing nearer and nearer to that day, I feel as though I am still being pulled into a million different directions. I love that I have so many people (my mom, my step-mom, my dad, andys mom and dad) that all want to help and give me their input but when did it become The Sue-Amy-Mark-Lynne-Mike wedding and not the Heather and Andrew one....?? AH! And like everytime I make a tiny tiny step in wedding planning progress my mom freaks out and calls me all upset, and it's like seriously can I not do anything with out making everyone angry at me. I cannot wait until our Wedding Day because that will mean all the planing is over. Okay now that I am done with my little vent I can update you on some stuff that have been able to accomplish.

#1 we picked flowers-http://blog.emilieduncan.net/flowers-101-ranunculus/  
      -They are super pretty, in season, and they are decently priced...not sure if I am going to do just bouquets of them or if I am going to put some little flower in there too. What do you think dear MOH?

#2 I know there is more than just that but I cannot for the life of me think of it. haha

Anyways my step-mom also asked me if I could give her your number, I think so you guys can collaberate as far as the bridal shower even though your all the way in Virginia she still wants to bounce ideas off you and stuff.I just can't wait, and I can't wait to see everyone when they come up for the wedding. I miss you.

And I remembered #2 we picked a honeymoon spot :)  http://www.vrbo.com/46966

we just have to wait to hear back from them because to tell us a price for a week during the "off season"

You look pretty when you read my blog.
Love you!

Apparently I can't do anything right.

So I went to pick up my wedding dress today...which should have been the most exciting day of my life. Which is was...until my mom called. And in case you did not know my mom lives in Cortland. And she isn't really a huge part of my life because well..she has a very serious mental illness and is just within the past year been starting to actually get help for it, however it has been very hard for me to re-build that relationship becuase I'm a grown up and she still acts like I'm 5, she is still very manipulative, and I never know whether I can trust her or not! Fun parent to grow up with :/ So anyways....My mom was out a couple months ago and we went and I treid on like 5 or 6 dresses and then me and Andy's mom went and we tried on dresses and then I went with Hannah somewhere else but I haven't gone or done anything with Amy (Who is the one paying for the entire wedding unless my mom actually gives some money but that is highly unlikely). So I decided "Self thats not really fair that you haven't included Amy, be a nice person and invite her to pick up the dress with you" So I did. And we had a fantastic day! We went and I got the dress and tried it on, we looked at some veils and stuff and then left. We were seriously maybe at David's for maybe 30-45min then we went to the mall and got some dinner. Well meanwhile my mom went on facebook saw I was picking up my dress and decided that I was the worst child on  the planet for not telling her. Mind you she lives 4-5 hours away from where we were getting the dress. So she calls me and just cries and cries and cries on the phone about how I should have included her and She is my mom not Amy(also let me explain that my mom never went to my or my brothers graduations, I haven't lived with her for about 3 year she was in recovery when I went to college and she hasn't really been a active part in my life so it wouldn't exactly make sense her coming but I still try very hard to include her) Even though Amy for the past 7 years has been a very big part o my life and hasn't been a part of the wedding dress yet. So anyways she cried on the phone for about an hour and now I just feel like an awful person and no matter what I do or who I include or disclude(becuase we all know it is impossible to include everyone) someone will get mad. It's never enough. Like last mothers day, I planned this very nice dinner I was going to go over make her dinner rent a movie I bought her some nice bath and body works stuff, but it was going to be the day after mothers day becuase I did not have a car yet and Andy and I wanted to see his mom too. Well my mom was apparentyl appaulled that we were doing something the day after and not the day of and she called and cried her eyes out on the phone, finally said she was over it and a few minutes later my Aunt called screaming at me telling me I was a terrible child, when all I was trying to do was plan so I could have a good amount of time with everyone. No matter how much I do it is never enough for anyone and it's so frustrating.
Okay I'm done venting.

PS: I bought a feather duster today for a dollar...most likely the best dollar I ever spent.

This one is good too! :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4fcPUWIsOmg&feature=related

hi :)

Okay so love,
Please don't stress out about a Bridal Shower...the only thing reason I want you to be MOH is because you are the person that I want up there with me...everything else I really could care less about :)
Also I think I plan on coming down sometime in September? how does that sound? And maybe I will bring Andy..lol

Way too long!

Okay so I haven't blogged in quite some time. Probably because nothing has really happened and yet thousands of things has happened which is sorta making life super stressful! So I think I am going to make this blog into more of a list of things that are going on!

1) I got a promotion!!!!!! YAY! yeah i'm pretty much super stoked and wicked excited and I really love my job. But at the same time there are 2 other girls that applied for the job and they are super mad they didn't get it because they both have worked there a lot longer than me but they aren't mad at the bosses they are mad at me. And in case you did not know I really hate drama and I don't talk about people but they are acting like 5th graders and telling people all this terrible stuff about me! AH! SO yeah I love my job but its kinda yucky right now. But there is this one boy Justin who I work with...He writes on my fb wall all the time and his profile picture is kinda ghetto...which I think is really funny ...but anyways he has been super nice and tells them drama girls off for me all the time haha.

2) I am really sad you can't come. But I know that we will get to see each other whenever God wills it t happen. Which hopefully will be sometime in the near future before my wedding happens.

3) Jill still hasn't tried on dresses so I am not sure what one I pick yet haha.

4) Andy and I talked about and are praying about maybe moving to Virginia with in the next year or year in a half. Our life really is there. I feel like God wanted us to come home for awhile but I also feel like he is calling us back to Virginia. Hopefully I will be able to be promoted again before we leave and then I really want to apply for a assistant manager position down there and then we could definately move and then he would find a job once we got down there or something to that effect. I would miss my family but not as much as I miss all of you guys ;)

And I think that is it and now I really need to go make my lunch and got to work.

Love and miss you!

andy and I are doing this...or we should aha

http://www.ocregister.com/news/home-253157-store-depot.html

okay so..

I have made some wedding progress and I am just about done registering...I think you should look at them and inform me if I am missing anything.

http://www.bedbathandbeyond.com/regGiftRegistry.asp?wrn=-683415303&

and

http://www.macys.com/registry/wedding/guest/?registryId=174179&cm_mmc=WEDDINGCHANNEL-_-Registry-_-n-_-Registry&LinkshareID=731440970&ref=wc

I am excited