totally some legit epicness about to happen.

Sorry I have not blogged but there is the best one ever coming your way by the end of the week.
Be prepared. And I loved yours a lot.

and please share some sunshine.....I'm cold in NY

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So today I spent the day with my darling niece and we(we as in me) watched Julie and Julia and idk if you've seen it or anything but its about Julie cooking through Julia Childs cookbook and at the same time it gives Julia Childs story, but anyways in the movie there is this lady that Julia had been pen pals with for 8 years and they had never even met. Can you imagine that having a best friend that you have never met. But it sorta reminded me of me and Abbie, because, even though I have met her and all that, the most we have been communicating lately is through blogs and texts, which is fine because we are both really crazy busy, but thats how we stay in contact is though blogging back and forth instead of writing back and forth I wonder if Julia Childs and her friend were still alive if they would blog back and forth?

I found my camera battery :) It has seriously been lost since December-which meant no taking pictures for 3 months! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! I was going a little crazy, but as a way to kick off my first of 4 days off I got to get out and take some pictures, which I am currently in the process of editing yay, it was very theraputic, and I found a old tub in the middle of a field it was pretty gross but made for some pretty legit pictures. :)

I should major in slacking

I'm a terrible student. I really have been a major slacker lately I have 5 quizzes and all the reading to do before midnight and I am currently watching a movie and blogging, which sort of is the definition of slacking...Oh btw my niece is the cutest girl baby( obviously Bean is the cutest boy baby) in the world, so yeah, she had the hicups the other night and it was adorable. she is too cute. I love her to pieces..and i am now going to eat Animal Crackers and continue to slack.

i like Texans

me and tim are creeping and i think texas is lovely

Oh right I almost forgot.

I also don't really think the frieght guys are creepy anymore. They are actaully really funny and fun and may be my favorite group to work with. Thats who I worked with most of the night and we had a really fun time.

change isn't always bad

I love love love love love love love my job. It's really like a fun place to work and its just fun. Oh and I'm an Aunt :) AHHHHHHHHHH! I'm so excited she is sooo beautiful and perfect and pretty and cute :) I just want to hold her all the time until she cries then I can give her back which is the beautiful thing about being an aunt haha!So yes my freak-out is over, it's just its really obnoxious to have to hear about everyone getting engaged and sometimes its frustrating but, God is good and I know both Andy and I will know when it's time. And it is a good thing to learn some patience and grow spirtually, individually and as a couple because like Marriage is like a big deal. Okay I was think about changing to tumblr(copy cat I know) but then I decided that I don't so well when things change and I like blogspot and i'm sorta on a google kick and I would feel like I'm cheating on my google web browser if I used a non google blogger. Yes I am a nerd. I am really dirty from work and I need to shower, but I am really tired from work so I need to sleep, but I am really behind on home work from the accident so i need to do that, so instead I am doing what I always do when my mind is on overload. Blog.
I miss my friends. I feel like the only people I talk to are Abbie and sometimes Mel. It's sad. I miss how Jake would divulge his deepest darkest secrets about all the girls he like and we would just sit and talk for hours about his love life. I miss Lexi and her vocabulary. I miss being frustrated by Jon and Nick. I miss Jennys laugh. I miss Mel's morning bus rides. I miss too many things about Abbie to even list. I wish I could go see them and I wonder why it wasn't in Gods plan for me to see them yet. But I know that eventually we will all be in Heaven for an eternity and we will have forever to sit around and laugh. And we are all right where God wants and needs us to be.
I hate commas, I never know when to use them. I just put random commas everywhere becuase I feel like if people just glance at something they think that the commas are right. I'm not really sure why I despise the English language so much. I combine words that shouldn't be combined, I put apostrophes and commas in the wrong place, I hate spelling, I'm not even really sure what a colon or semi-colon is or why you can't just use a comma. I have to write a paper and I was thinking about all the reasons why I don't like writing papers when I love to free write. But my mind wanders I hate having to be confined into a small box of rules and I also despise grammer(according to spellcheck I spelt this wrong). I just like to let my brain flow. Like sometimes I'll go back and read a blog or something in my journal and realize how funny it was spelt or somethings.
It's really windy here.
I should go to bed but I can't stop thinking.
I'm getting a new car. A Subaru Forester. Like Jennys only newer and red. I think I have mentioned this before, but I get to go pay for it tomorrow and I'm really excited. Being cooped up with no freedom all week has been seriously killing me. I think too much when I don't have anything to do. Like now. I need to sleep but I don't have anything to do so I'm thinking....
I feel like this blog is quite the roller coaster. I hate roller coasters they make me sick. But I love the water rides. They're my fave. I cannot wait until summer. Warm and sunny days. Working outside a lot, running outside, swimming, getting really sunburnt(lets face it I'm a whitey) :)
Goodnight

Patience is a virtue...Just not one I possess.....

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I really wish I did not have to be patient. I really really really really wish I didn't have to be. Like seriously, if one more of my friends get engaged to a boy who she has been dating for a shorter amount of time than me and Andy I will spontaneously combust. Like seriously all the couples that like are our age, and started dating either around the same time or after us are engaged and married. It sucks. I love them all and am sooo happy for them but seriously, why can that not be Andy and I???? Why, why why why why why?? God and I are in a fight about this. Not really but I'm just so tired of waiting, not like tired like I don't want to wait anymore, becuase I love Andrew and will marry him, even if it doesn't happen until we are 90. I just hate only seeing him once a week, and I just want to be able to like make him dinner, and be his wife and do all the wifey things. And quite honestly it is so hard. and I hate waiting.