I hate titles

So I am currently waiting for a youtube video to load....stupid youtube. Oh and as it was loading I was thinking about how the wedding is like 4 and a half months away and I may have begun to freak out a little haha. Oh and then I was thinking about wether you definatlely could come in January or not? Because we sorta need to figure this all out so we can like plan the Bridal shower haha.
Random question do you know how long before a wedding the guys are supposed to rent thier tuxes? Because I have no clue.
Oh and I still don't have a florist or DJ! My head is spinning a little.
Oh and I'm sick.
Okay sorry for the rant! haha! I miss you a lot! And seriously cannot wait to see you! And in good news I am now fulltime at work! Which is almost equilivlent to a promotion because only like 15 other people are full time haha yay me! I love my job it's sooo much fun!

Let me show you just how much fun :)

We got to make a giant Beer Stein for this district thing we had to go to. Each store in our district  was a country and we were Germany so my boss decided a beer stein was a good representation haha.

So this event thing pretty much we got paid to eat lots of yummy food. Play Games and hang out with this guy.^^(This "Homer" happens to be my friend and co-worker Josh)

So yeah and Chris and Jen had their baby which I told you but she is just too adorable

And Lily is still pretty adorable as well

Well dear that is pretty much my life at the moment. I love pictures and I jsut put all my cellphone pictures on my computer so I decided I would share! 

Love you lots and lots and miss you like crazy!

Hi I blogged back

So I listened to that song and I cried like a little baby. Number one because it reminded me exactly why we are best friends, and Number 2 because the past few weeks I have been kinda slakcing in my walk because I have just been so overwhelmed with life and yeah that was exactly what I needed. Oh I love God soooo much. How is it that He always knows exactly what we need at the exact moment we need it? Isn't it just so beautiful that He care's and loves us that much! Ugh seriously feel so awesome and like on fire for God at the moment.
Oh boy!
And we shall be living in some apartment somewhere around upstate NY
yes this means I am getting married in 5 months and still don't know where I am going to live but it's cool because God's in control! So yeah I am so flippen excited about getting married to the awesomest boy ever! :)

Okay well yay for us both blogging again and I will be praying lots for you and class and your roommate!

hi

watch this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7H0ctnAL3jo

read that:
http://donmilleris.com/2010/09/01/a-campus-wide-inciting-incident/

^^coolest idea ever.

This one time at band camp....

Okay so I was just kinda being a creep and reading you're old blogs and it made me realize how much I miss you and that no matter what I am calling you tomorrow until you answer you're phone. Yes i know it is the first day of classes...but suck it up I miss yo face.
Oh and I get to see Jenny on Saturday which is super exciting but may make me realize how much I miss all of you which will make me cry.
So Youth Camp was absolutely amazing! God is so good and I learned so much and the kids are just so awesome and so in love with Jesus it just makes me want to cry and fall down and praise Him a lot that these kids just have such a huge foundation in Him at such a young age it is fantastic! I will blog about this more when I put up pics.
I love you
Farewell :)

Soo...

So yes I was planning on calling you however, youth camp and work have overtaken my life!!!!!!!!!!! Youth camp is tomorrow classes start on Monday I am working like a bajillion hours a week! haha so yeah sorry I have been a kinda crappy friend lol. But we will talk soon and Jill still has not tried on dresses I may have to fly to Colorado and force her into David's Bridal lol.

This is short

But i LOVE you
bye!

How does He do that...Oh right He's God

So I love that God knows exactly what we need to hear and when we need to hear it. It's like He is God of our lives or something like that ;) 
But anyways another thing I have been stressing about(yes I allow myself to get stressed to much I know) was the budget Andy and I have been trying to make and I keep freaking out because I am not sure where all this money that we need is going to come from and how we are going to make it when we will only have like .10 cents in our account after the bills and blah blah blah. But then as I was in the Word this morning God kinda slapped me out of it haha. So I was reading Luke and stumbled upon this beautifulness:
"And He said to His disciples, 'For this reason I say to you, do not worry about your life, as to what you will eat; nor for your body as to what you will put on. For life is more than food and the body more than clothing. Consider the ravens for they neither sow nor reap; they have no storeroom nor barn, and yet God feeds them; how much valuable you are then the birds! And which of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life span? If you then cannot do even a very little thing, why do you worry about the other matters? Consider the Lilies, how they grow; they neither toil nor spin; but I tell you, not even Solomon in all his glory clothed himself like one of these. But if God so clothes the grass in the field, which is alive today and tomorrow is thrown into the furnace, how much more will He clothe you? You of little faith! And do not seek what you will eat and what you will drink, and do not keep worrying. For all these things nations of the world eagerly seek; but your Father knows you need these things. But seek His Kingdom and these things will be added to you. Do not be afraid little flock, for your Father has chosen gladly to give you the kingdom."
      Luke 12:22-32
This is one of those things that I always knew and knew it was in the Bible but it's just so cool when God just reminds you He is in control and reminds me that no matter what He is still God and I cannot be Him.

the long awaited reuinion

So I haven't blogged in what seems like forever. It's one of those things that every night that I lye tossing and turning in my bed, sleepless because my head is overflowing with things, I think "hmmm...maybe I should blog" then I think well I will probably start blogging, get way to tired, and then not want to finish. However tonight I made a stand against my conscience and I did it anyway. And although I know I will some to regret this in the morning it feels almost liberating. I have not been sleeping lately. No matter what I do I can't sleep. It's like when ever I lay my head down, my brain kicks into overdrive and every little thing that could possibly stress me out comes into my brain and keeps me awake until my body is so sleep deprived I fall asleep for a few non-restful hours of sleep and start my day again. I just don't know why, I have been stressing about school because it's expensive and I really don't want a ton of debt hanging over my head and I don't even have any clue what I want to do with my life other than stay home with my kids but everyone keeps telling me I need to go to school just in case anything ever happens to Andy and I understand this but I have no clue what I want to do to spend that much money on! AHH! And then also there is the wedding and my parents keep stressing out about cost and I can not for the life of me, no matter how many times I try and tell them this, get it through their thick skulls that I don't care what we do for a reception. I could care less if we had string cheese and pop-tarts, all I want is to be married to the man God has given to me that I love very much. But their like oh but it's the thank you to people who come and give you gifts and I get that but what that day is really about is God bringing two people together. again AHH! I feel like if I made a point to do this everyday, just empty my thoughts, they wouldn't get so pent up and I would maybe be able to get some sleep again, or idk.
On a more positive note! Youth Camp is just about 1 week away and I could not be more excited to just hang out with these kids that are so in love with Jesus and it is just going to be fantastic. I never knew that kids that I haven't known all that long could mean so much to be. It has really helped me think about how my walk with Jesus is and continue to grow knowing that I was put in a position to lead these kids and they like look up to me and talk to me about their problems and trust me and ask me to pray for them. It is just fantastic. And God is so cool and I really wish that these are the things my mind would let me focus on at night and sleep peacefully rather than taking the very silly unimportant things and making my mind restless.
Also my house currently smells like burnt popcorn. This would be because around approximately 4pm I decided I was in the mood for some Homestyle Popsecret popcorn. So I grabbed a bag, placed it in the microwave, hit the "popcorn" button on the microwave, and headed outside to grab the laundry off the laundry line. As Andy walked into the house I looked into the window and saw him go to the fridge, then the microwave area, then go back outside. Assuming he was going to the garage to sit and talk with Dad and Jim (as he does on so many afternoons) I thought nothing of it and continued getting my laundry. A few seconds later Andy comes over to the clothes line and says "Did you make popcorn" I replied "Yeah why?" He then proceeded to tell me about how when he came up the stair he smelled an awful smell and realized the bag of popcorn was nearly on fire. There was a charred unrecognizable block inside the popcorn bag. Apparently you cannot leave popcorn in the microwave unattended...who knew? Then a few hours later I put corn on the stove and went outside to join the family on the deck. My dad went in and out of the house about 4 time so I assumed he had been going back and forth and checking the corn...well he hadn't been and that burned too. So just as the burned popcorn smell was going away the corn burned and re-stank the entire house. So currently my house smells like an odd mixture of burnt popcorn, French Vanilla, Christmas Cookie, and Cinnamon.
So now that I feel as though I have written an entire novel I am going to try and get some much needed sleep before my meeting at work tomorrow.
Night Night.