hmmm?

Why do you think we question God? Like this AM I was reading Matthew and I was sitting there and I was like no matter how many times Jesus beat the Pharisees logic they still continued to question Him and who He was. I was thinking to my self "Boy they were dumb" But then my self continued to think and it was like "Woah self, not to fast you do it all the time to!" and self was correct. When I was praying about moving home and after I moved home I questioned God decision all the time "Are you sure God?" But now look at how much he has done and with my life since I have been home, then entire time He knew His plan and I was sorta reminded this morning that no matter what God has a plan...and He is always correct, no matter how much better we think our plan is :)

Why?

Okay so I'm listening to your new favorite song and love it. Really great for a morning when I wake up and its cold and SNOWING outside! Yes that is correct snow in April. ugh. Not exactly what I want to wake up to in the morning. So registering is fun...we are just gradually adding things because I don't want to do it too quickly so we hate like everything. Oh and praying for you and Skype tonight?? maybe? Who knows...Okay well I need to go get ready for work but I wanted to let you know that I will blog as soon as I have 5 seconds.
And its snowing
In April..

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help help help help help! My life is going absolutely crazy. Work and shcool are super busy and Andy and I are having a super hard time trying to find a date for the wedding because of family and babies and people in Virginia and parents and all these outward things that shouldn't really matter but do! and I'm getting super stressed about it and I feel like andy doesn't understand and I really don't want to wait to get married until next summer but if we want everyone there we may have to and it really sucks and I really need your help and my finger hurts from typing and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
thats how I feel at the moment. I need to go to bed so I can function in the morning.
loveu

Engaged in some fun in the grand state of Vermont.

Also......

MOH project 2 help me think of ways to help Timmy get over Mel before the wedding.....

I"M ENGAGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay I'm done. Well I think as my Maid of Honor(MOH as I like to refer to it as) I am going to give you MOH projects. Nothing serious, just simple things, this weeks MOH Project(MP 4 short) and pretty much your MP for the next month is to help me focus on school. Just pray that God helps my brain not become overloaded with wedding stuff.

Oh and I'm calling you soon.

Secret Agent man...(or woman)

Number one I decided I am going to do this(?) after all the words that I think i spell wrong. because I hate spelling and correcting.
So...anyways..I think that my secret agent move earlier(the one I text you about) actually may have worked...because when I got home my journal was moved and my dad asked me if andy and I could be home(my house) for dinner Sunday night!!! Which number one he could really just not miss Andy and there is a high chance that they never saw it...but hey you never know. But pretty much I wrote in my journal how I wish they could see me and Andrew getting married as a good thing not a crisis and that they would pray for God's will to happen, NOT THEIRS! And pretty much..I hope they read it. So yeah...my really awesomely epic blog is coming super soon. You will love it, but for now you just have to bear with my very bad english ;) Oh and the date that we are looking at if all goes accordingly(?) is August 7th? I'm not really sure when LU starts or when you have to be there but let me know because I'm pretty sure that my brain will explode into a million little peieces if you are not here with me beforehand. Now I realize that it would be way more "professional" I guess to call you and ask you this...but since blogging is sorta our thing and I feel like its where we exchange our thoughts on life and love to each other, it feels appropriate(?)and this hold weather Andy I get married tomorrow or 5 years from now, but I would really really love if you would be my Maid of Honor...I can not imagine having anyone else stand next to me up there and I would really love if it were you...now I know I must seem a little silly beucause we aren't even technically engaged yet, but I have been praying about it lots and I feel like I should just ask you now. I know I orginally said that it would be Jill(andy's sister) but I just feel like you are the more appropriate choice haha. So yeah like I said its a bit of an informal way of asking but I feel like it suits our relationship very well. :) I love you and miss you like whoa...and will be thinking of you all day tomorrow when I am not wearing any shoes:) So yeah I know its jumping the gun a little bit...but it was really on my heart a lot tonight so i decided to just put it out there.

Oh and lame news-My mother has a new boyfriend....please pray for that....I haven't really decided what I think about it yet.

enjoy the sun.